So today is day 10 for me. I feel so much better and am looking better as well. Kids started school this week and hubs has been gone so I have been solo. It’s been so much easier sans wine. I have been trying different sparkling waters, and am going to try tea next.
I was reflecting tonight about my alcohol free days and how much better I am feeling and I thought, “wow, only 20 more days to go”. Wait……..what???, if I am feeling so much better why am I looking forward to 30 days sober so I can drink again? I truly don’t know the answer. We are going on a weekend getaway this weekend (whoo hoo) and I really want to have my first alcohol free holiday! Wish me luck…..
I guess I do miss the wine, but not how I feel afterwards…..or how I act after too many glasses. I don’t miss the feeling of not having control over how much I drink. Feeling confused tonight….